On the one hand I don't actually want to make you go to a party you don't want to go to, but on the other hand it would go straight to my head if you went to a surprise party just because I said please.
Nothing. [...] We went to the bar and played pool, powers allowed. I told Gavin that if anybody sang, wished me happy birthday or brought out a cake, I'd leave. [...] There was a cake, but I never saw it. And I suspect he let me win our last game, but I can't conclusively prove it.
Maybe. I suppose it's irrational to be angry that I refused to allow my dead brother to celebrate my birthday, and then do the same to my living sister.
In your defense, she is a menace. But I have faith in her. Besides, she put me in charge of planning her birthday party, so you'll have an opportunity to get her back if she tries anything.
I think it was mostly shame. [...] I'd been thinking about it when we were together. Making plans. I felt stupid looking at it in retrospect.
Edited (you do not need to tag this i was just annoyed i dropped the convo there) 2024-04-24 06:43 (UTC)
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On the one hand I don't actually want to make you go to a party you don't want to go to, but on the other hand it would go straight to my head if you went to a surprise party just because I said please.
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you andCrysta.[...] Fine. The last time anyone bothered to get me to celebrate my birthday was two years ago. My brother. Like I said, it doesn't matter.
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[...] I was thinking about you. Last year.
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Grateful you didn't have to worry about getting me anything?
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No. [...] I mean, probably a little. I was experiencing an unreasonable number of emotions simultaneously.
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Name one of the emotions, then.
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I think it was mostly shame. [...] I'd been thinking about it when we were together. Making plans. I felt stupid looking at it in retrospect.
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[...] I didn't expect anything. You must know that.