honestly a filmed murder would be like, drop in the bucket against the blackmail i have on you already so do yr worst. (ok don't do your worst i respect what that means n i don't want to deal w/ it even for this hypothetical.) i have like. a lil while. It's not til August. [...] so if anyone else knows by then i will know who to eviscerate i mean it.

swimming's a start, you know the answer to all of that, don't do anything else w this 5:49 am-6:57 time chunk on thursdays.